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2012-01-06T08:23:00.000-08:00

Looking back on the videos I've made, I don't think I've done myself or my voice justice. For some reason I've been compromising on the quality of my singing or piano/guitar playing just to get the video finished and I honestly do not think that this is the way to go. Also, I've been getting comments on my choice of song and interesting input by people that I don't really know and I really appreciate that. To be honest, I prefer people to tell me to my face what's wrong instead of going, "that's good." I mean, even if you say it's good, how is it good? There's surely something wrong about it. But, the few videos I've put out are amateurish to say the least and just plain crap if I go about it the hard way. I'm aiming for just 100 views when others easily get a few thousand, and I'm not counting the real Youtube celebs. If I'm really determined to get what I want, I need to get serious. I'm giving myself a window of time to achieve what I want and that window of time starts now until I graduate from university. That gives me approximately 5 years, give or take a few months. And maybe, I need some time to reflect and do some soul-searching before continuing with this Youtube video stuff. I'm even considering closing down my Youtube channel and starting a new one when I'm ready, just to give myself a new start and rid myself of the past. I need time to really think about what I want and how I want to go about it, I feel the need to reinvent myself and get serious about what I want to achieve.

Signing off,
soul-searcher

P.S. I know that I have a song request pending and I'll keep it in mind. Sorry that I still haven't done the video for it yet but hopefully I will. =)

2012-01-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

Why everytime got badminton I sure cannot go wan?????? =( Hmph...suan le, i go the amali talk and stare the day away on Thursday.

Anyway, I have a new video up on my Youtube account. I know there are a few mistakes here and there but i hope you guys don't mind =S Here it is :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNbR3nenwzE

College starts next week and I don't think there's anything to prepare for. Maybe a new bag? Let's just wait and see. A lot of friends joining Taylor's too as expected. But I most probably won't be in the same class as them. So I'm a little nervous. But I hope that I can make some new friends and still keep the old ones. =)

I've come to realise that some posts on this blog are a wee bit personal and I'm not really comfortable with everybody being able to read it but those posts are only a few. I have thought of making this blog private, I'm still thinking, but until now I don't think that this blog is so personal that only my close friends can read it. So for now, blog no private. But when it comes a time when I'm really uncomfortable letting total strangers read my blog then maybe I'll consider it.

2011

2011-12-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

Just a few more days till the end of the year, did I make any New Year resolutions for 2011? Honestly I don't remember. I think I did post something about it but I'd rather not look back at it because I know that I probably didn't achieve any of them. Looking back, the year hasn't been that bad for me. I didn't win any competitions or anything but I did end my schooling year with a performance at prom which pretty much beats everything else. Oh, not to mention the under-the-radar performance with Mok at the Eco Ranger's AGM which was awesome too. Let's not talk about exams because most people will probably shoot me full of holes if I did. So, let's talk about other things like...hmmmmmmm......I don't know really. Working on the Editorial Board of Minda is nothing to shout about other than the fact that En Yusdin pissed off almost everyone on the board, scouts,hmmmm....scouts. I loved Outdoor Camp this year because it was my last and I finally could go for Flying Fox. I helped to build a fire so that we could cook eggs. It was fun but still my last. Missed CFN prep this year thanks to the parent factor and SPM. But, I still remember lugging food from the classrooms all the way until the bengkel only to realise I forgot the forks and spoons so I had to run all the way back to get it. CFN was tiring but fun. Kah Seng&Co really did an amazing job. =) Fast forward to prom. Ummmmm....to be honest, prom sort of missed the mark for me. I wasn't satisfied about my performance, food wasn't great(FN was way better), nearly threw up backstage, rehearsal dragged till 5. It just didn't live up to all the hype. Oh, the videos. Most of the videos with me in it on Youtube have 100+ views except the newest one which seems to have stalled at 93(hint hint). SPM was just SPM. It was just like any exam I'd take just a little more formal. So, all in all, an interesting year filled with a healthy mix of disappointments and the opposite of that(don't know the word =P). I can't wait to see how the year ends for me.

Signing off,
YiJIUN

2011-12-19T00:55:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back from Turkey!!!! Seems nothing much happened while I was away except for the post spm holiday which was finalised and I wasn't going anyway, and the 6D gathering was also finalised. Hmmmm....

Anyway, Turkey was fun, without the puking. Don't know why I puked, no fever no nothing just me and myself. But, it was okay. I didn't miss much except some rock formations(which were supposed to be awesome only I didn't see them), a museum, some food and a bellydancing+folk dance show. Not much really. I got to spend the most time in the hotel and experience a local's driving which was pretty much like my dad's driving.

Visited two big mosques, seroiusly big but not much to see. I don't know why the Blue Mosque is called the Blue Mosque because it ain't that blue. The hot air balloon flight was awesome but damn cold. Whoever who says that the fire used for the hot air balloon will warm you up is crapping. The fire is for the balloon, not the passengers. I think most of the 7/8 days spent at Turkey was mostly for sitting in the bus and sleeping in the hotel. Sightseeing wasn't amazing except for at Cappadocia(don't know whether I spelt that right) but that day I was sorta sick, but I saw most of it already thanks to the hot air balloon.

Another thing about Turkey is that the tour is like a Sejarah class. Alot of the history of Turkey was about the Greeks, Romans and Ottomans who were called Uthman in our Sejarah textbook, I think. I probably learned more about our Sejarah textbooks than I did when I actually read it. Was it boring? Nope it wasn't. All thanks to my awesome tour guide who was hilarious the whole way. If he was my Sejarah teacher, I'll score 90 in every exam although I don't really remember much of what he said now. =P

You know the Trojan Horse? Yea, I visited the ruins of Troy, which I didn't know was in Turkey until I read the itinerary. It was interesting. And there was the wooden horse there. A fake one though, with windows so you can stick your head out for pictures.

One thing I noticed is that there are ruins everywhere and almost every place I see is a UNESCO world heritage site. But then tourist spots are usually a world heritage site. Oh, that reminds me. There was this place with calcium carbonate formations and hot springs. It was beautiful but to walk on it was torture. We had to take off our shoes and we weren't allowed to wear slippers so we had to walk on hard rock. My feet were so damn sore after that.

The worst part about Turkey was actually the food. The one thing I cannot not have is good food. The food there was rather bland and not to my taste. They love to cook things with tomatoes and stuff desserts with sugar, alot of sugar. But it's just my problem. Evidently Turkish people have no problem with their own food. But Malaysian food is definitely a thousand times better, how can you have omelette without onions?

But overall it was great. The hotels were nice anyway. I have some key chains but not much cos I don't know how many people I'll see. So please don't be mad if I run out before I see any one of you guys. =)

Signing off with lotsa love,
YiJiun

2011-12-06T22:51:00.000-08:00

Listening to Christina Perri's A Thousand Years which I just put onto my Mixpod, I just realised I ended my high school life forever. I'm glad I didn't write the essay about graduating from school just now when taking Chinese Paper 1. I'm pretty sure my answer booklet would've been drenched in tears if I did. Damn the song, it's making me cry and it's not even about the meaning of the song but the atmosphere it's creating. High school has been an amazing part of my life that I'd never want to or will forget. I don't care if it's bitter or sweet memories because these memories are the ones that have shaped me into a person I never thought that I'd become. Somebody that I do not regret becoming. To all my friends, close or not, I'm happy I came to know you. Whether or not we meet again in college, it's pretty much fate. I'm pretty much at a loss of words here, I don't know what else to write when there's so much I want to tell my friends. It's something you can never put into words. That's how much I love you guys. It's irritating that when something you want to end ends and coincides with the end of another thing you don't want to end. Calling all the fruits, I HEART U <3

2011-12-06T22:32:00.000-08:00

SPM is finally over for me. Now, I'm unwrapping books bought just a little over a month ago. Book reading spree =D (hao bin, inheritance will have to wait =P)

Anyway, now I've successfully rekindled my love for my guitar. Partly thanks to the new video. More to the new tuner I bought. Having red and green lights blinking sure beats straining my ears to listen to the piano. That reminds me, my piano hasn't been tuned in like, two years. So that's why my guitar sounded weird....anyway, this time I'm gonna learn how to play the guitar properly, not the half-hearted effort I made two years ago when I bought my guitar. This time I'm gonna learn it nice and proper.

Anyway, I'm flying off to Turkey in two days time. So I'll be MIA for bout a week or so. Don't waste money trying to contact me ya. Roaming is expensive for both you and me. =)

Last but not least, good luck to all my friends and whoever else who are taking their EST exam tomorrow. =)

Signing off,

YiJiunChan

P.S. I'm on Twitter =D

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2011-11-17T05:26:00.000-08:00

Just finished the first week of SPM. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, especially Sejarah.

"Apakah nama lagu kebangsaan negara kita?" Rubbish question. In fact, the whole paper was filled with so many KBKK questions I was wondering whether they mixed up the questions for BM with Sejarah. BUT, an easy paper could mean that A+ will be harder to get. :O

I'm really aiming to get that RM18k from Taylor's and if just one of my subjects doesn't get an A+(excluding Chinese), then I'll have to settle for less. Well, maybe I could move next door :P Apparently Inti College is offering a full scholarship for any pre-u programme if one can get 10 A's which includes 8A+. Alot easier to achieve compared to Taylor's. Honestly, I'm wondering why Inti was never in my consideration. Maybe I should make a visit there when I have time.

Physics is scaring me out a bit 'cos somehow I feel Physics is rather unpredictable. Although tuition teacher says its easy, I don't really think so. Hmmm.....

Moral next Monday is also scary in a way, 'cos if I don't get my non-nilai questions right, my A+ could just slip out of my hands. Haiz.....

Anyway, good news(to me), my video of "Someone Like You" has almost TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY VIEWS!! Not alot but it's a ton for me =) Hope the prom video can break the 100 barrier like my other videos did. Go watch it!! Here's the link =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slY41VPlGTc

Bye for now =D

2011-11-03T23:47:00.000-07:00

Just watched the video of my performance during prom. Guess it didn't tun out as good as I thought. Some parts sounded horrible. =(
But, I'll learn. In time. Hopefully I'll get a chance to perform again in the near future. But now, I'm just focusing on SPM. When that's over, maybe I'll go scout around for gigs XD

2011-11-02T20:02:00.000-07:00

PROM!!! Heehee....best night of the year =)

Finally performed on stage after going to many auditions and stuff. The performance was great thanks to all my friends who cheered for me like crazy. Did you know that I was so nervous backstage that I kept feeling like throwing up????? I was so scared I couldn't perform properly. But everything turned out alright. Thanks to Kah Seng for lending me his awesome hat which turned out to be damn attention grabbing. And also credits to MOK for the awesome pics. I LOVE my fb profile pic. Hehe...

Well....now that it's over, I can finally focus on my studies without worrying about the performance. Aiming for at least 9A+ and 2As although Chinese will probably not be an A. It's actually possible that 10A+ could be easier to achieve. But, I'm just gonna study hard and do my best. Then at least I won't regret when results come out =)

Back to bio now....bye~~~~

2011-10-23T22:44:00.000-07:00

You know that feeling you get when you realise you have tons of things you don't know although the exam is less than a month away? It's terrible. This time it's an enormous thing. I really have no confidence whatsoever of achieving targets set by other people for me. If it's up to me, I'd rather pass every subject and go on with life but I can't. People expect me to get straight A's because apparently there are so many people getting straight A's that I would be lousy not to get it. Stupid but it's what my parents think at least.

Then there's the issue of college. Now I feel stupid that I didn't go for the Principal's Award thingy by Taylor's College. That would have helped my parents save a bit of money first cos I'm not sure I can get much out of the other one which depends solely on my SPM results. >.<

I'm still trying my best to study properly and get as many things as possible into my head but everything seems to be just passing through my brain like it's a rest stop. When it's rested enough, it goes. I can't remember things for more than a day or so. ISH!!! I'm pretty sure I'm gonna freak out during SPM.

On a lighter note, I finally got a spot to perform on Prom Night. But, till now, I'm not sure about the arrangements for rehearsals and things. They said they were gonna get in touch with me but till today I only know when rehearsals are starting and nothing else. I gotta arrange transport, people!!! Now, I keep my handphone by my side just waiting for an sms or a call. Irritating lar...

On an even lighter note, my video of Someone Like You has over 120 views already. Cheers, that's more than the Born This Way video. =)

Back to study now.

P.S. when you see me on facebook, that doesn't mean I'm not studying. I'm doing the trial papers from other states.

Pendidikan Seni??? =0

2011-10-12T02:33:00.001-07:00

Surprised at the number of people who thought I'm taking Pendidikan Seni for SPM. LOL!!! Super big compliment, hahaha....

But, honestly if I went for art classes and knew how to use water colours properly then I would have took Art. Haha, weird coming from me right?

Actually, I really like doing art and everything. Been like that since young. When I was still like 3-4 years old, I'd take the water colours in the house and start to conteng a piece of paper. Then, when I spill the palette on the floor, my mum would scold me. Haha, memories.

Even in primary school, whenever I get an A for an art piece I'd show it proudly to my family and gloat about it for a few days. I was damn happy at making nice things. I remember the unfinished Seni folio I did in Form Two. I was really proud of it, but I dumped it because I didn't have place to put it. Now I regret it. I'm still keeping the Form 3 one though. ;)

Maybe after SPM, I'll go for a few art classes to learn how to use the damn water colours. =)

LOL, I guess this could be the weirdest confession I've ever made....who ever thought I would like SENI????

2011-10-02T22:08:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking and looking back into the past, I think don't it has been a bad year so far. Yea, I failed almost all the auditions I went to but I realised something that I didn't really pay attention to. Everytime I finish performing, there will always be people clapping and cheering. And that, I think, is something every performer wants. I feel appreciated and there's this satisfaction.

I think that is the main reason why I wanna become a performer. Not the fame and money. Not every singer, actor, performer will achieve the level of success the celebrities have. And when you don't achieve that, it's easy to drop out and give up when you're in for the wrong reasons. People see the glamorous side of showbiz which attracts thousands and thousands of people around the world who attempt to break into the industry. Many are in it for the fame, money, looking great and stuff. Those people are in it for all the wrong reasons. Those people are the ones who will throw in the towel when the going gets tough.

Look at all the celebs. Most of them had a passion for what they do and that's why they can do what they do. Fame and money are just benefits which popped up along the way. Then there are those who are not so famous but still persevere because they love what they are doing. They will go through anything to improve to succeed.

And I guess a certain part of Western culture actually help them to survive. When you watch reality tv shows from the US or UK, you realise that family members usually support the contestants to an extent you would call fanatic even when they are lousy. But that's probably the reason why there are success stories. Compare that to Asian countries and you find that parents are against their children going into the entertainment industry. One thing is, the industry here is too small compared to in the West where records sell by the thousands. But, if piracy could be stopped and the industry revived, I guess the situation would be the same. It just isn't in our culture. And this is one thing the East can never hope to emulate in the near future. Sure, things are picking up, but to what extent? Artists in Asia live like beggars unless you're super successful like Jay Chou. I'm not even convinced that the K-Pop scene is as lucrative as it is made out to be.

But then again, it all boils down to what you're in it for. If you're in just for the fame and money, then you better not push your luck. But if it's just because you love it then it's a different story altogether.

2011-09-23T00:39:00.000-07:00

Just uploaded a video of me singing Someone Like You by Adele. Here it is =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LH1P0xYgLcQ

You're probably wondering why I did this song instead of Stereo Hearts which I'd had promised to do. 1st, I can't find a place to record it with me playing the piano and next because I just fell in love with this song and I just couldn't get it out of my head. So, yeah, I made this video. =)

2011-09-13T02:24:00.000-07:00

I got it all worked out. FINALLY.

You know how I was so frustrated about where my life's gonna head after SPM. Now I know.

First, let's talk about what I want to achieve in life (ideally, not necessarily gonna come true, but still..).

I'm gonna become an established recording artist in the US by the time I'm 27 years old. Then, I'm gonna set up a record label, preferably an imprint of an established record label in the US like Interscope or Capitol. The record label's gonna be set up in Malaysia together with a talent management agency. When everything's settled and stable, I'm gonna set up an official Asian song chart system like Billboard. Preferably done before I hit 40.

There, now, that leads us to life after SPM. I'm gonna take either A levels or SAM and try to get into a university preferably in the States. I'll be doing Business and Finance since it should come useful should I actually manage to do what I want to do.

See, now the easy way out has become the right way out. =D

2011-09-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

YO PEOPLE!!!!

In the middle of the second round of trials for now, so not much time to update. Have to study.

Anyway, planning to do a video of me singing "Stereo Hearts" but still haven't found the right spot in my house to shoot the video. Just wait. The video will probably come out on my Youtube channel after trials. =)

Took up my guitar again after a VERY LONG time. My fingers still hurt. BUT, I wrote a new song using the guitar and I learnt how to play born this way properly, mind you. Not bad, since I just started a few days ago.

Another short post. Now, it'sback to my "beloved" BIO....bye....

U, yea U

2011-07-27T02:29:00.000-07:00

I really have to get this off my mind.

We were really close during Form 1 and 2 but then in Form 3 somehow our friendship sort of went downhill. It became worse in Form 4. Only in the past 2 months we became closer again, but still not as close as we were last time. To me that's sad. But other things came in, stuff happened...the usual things when a friendship starts to wane. =(

But there is something really frustrating about U that I really have to say out even though we aren't as close as before. U don't make decisions for Urself. U are always thinking of other people and their stuff but I have never heard you complain about Urself, maybe U don't to me, maybe to someone else now. But the thing is, when I asked U about Ur own future, U gave me an answer which was about someone else. When I heard the answer, I just wanted to punch U there and then. From what I see, U are always doing things for other people and thinking of them, U are an amazing friend but sometimes people have to be selfish. Yea, you can say I'm selfish for asking that of U but I really think U should be a little selfish.I don't know whether U have any aspirations or anything, but U just seem to be following the norm and doing what most people expect of U.

I don't know whether to be angry at U or what because U seem to be doing the mature and right thing but somehow it just doesn't seem right. I'm really confused. I don't know, maybe I feel like this because I just don't know you so well now.

By the way, anybody who reads this post, don't bother to ask me who is U because I won't tell you, the only exception is if U comes to ask me personally.

2011-07-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

All teacher's fault. She started to talk about what we should do in life and blablabla....That got me thinking (again) about my own life. I realised that I only have a clear sense of what is to come in the future only until the end of SPM. After that, I have to make a choice.

I can see myself going to college like everybody else. Do A levels or SAM. Then go to some university, preferably in the US. But the one big problem is what to study. I have thought of this over and over again but I have never decided on anything at all. Business and Finance is the easy way out or the worst case scenario, Accounting. But I don't want the easy way out.

The second possibility is more of a dream than anything else. Many people have dreamt it. Most fail, only a select few succeed. It's not a choice which can earn you a living even if you are not so good at it unlike many other more conventional jobs. But I know if I don't try to make it when I'm young, I will never make it when I'm 50.

If I choose the second path, I will still go to university(backup plan!! very important). But after university will be super tough. I cannot guarantee myself a stable, safe future if I fight for what I really want. People will look down on me, no doubt. I don't know if I'm really strong enough to do it. I really don't.

That brings us to another topic --- life. Why were we born? Why did God give us abilities to do certain things better than others? Why do people manage to come out tops and we don't? Life isn't easy but nobody wants it to go to waste. Yes, I have come across people who just want to earn a stable income, work from 9 to 5, don't strive to be the best, do just enough to get by and then go home, relax, play games, sleep. Does that mean their life is meaningless? Does it occur to you that that's their aim in life? Maybe there are some but I believe that most aren't like that.

Everybody has dreams. But the thing which separates the success stories from the failures is the personal drive to fight for your own dream no matter what. If your dream is to eat a hundred sausages in 5 minutes by all means go for it. Yet the world is cruel. Man decided that no individual can have everything. So Man came up with the almighty money. No money equals no life. No money equals poor. People say, those who live on trees are uncivilized, they are poor, they need our help, our money. Does anybody stop to ask whether they are happy living like that? People rush to help "poor" Africans. But have you ever wondered, so many people are helping them, why aren't they "developed" and "modern" and "advanced"? Sometimes, they are just comfortable with the way they live. Maybe they don't need all the help that everybody's giving them. (This is just a way of thought and does not stand to mean that what I wrote is real, though it is a possibility.)

Money has taken over our lives so much that we think of earning money as the ultimate goal in life because without money you cannot buy anything to keep on living. But what if there was no such thing as money, no value on anything and gold is just a piece of metal lying on the ground? Everybody would be free from many things. No taxes no bills to pay. But then there would be no order and everything would be chaotic.

We can't get everything we want but now I'm just asking for a chance to realise my dream. But wait. Are chances given? NO. I still don't know what I'm going to do but one thing's for sure, I'll never give up. Not yet.

Think

2011-07-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking. There must be a reason I keep failing. Got kicked out of two singing competitions already. I think I got it.

I've been so focused on having fun onstage and performing songs I like that I forgot one of the most basic point of choosing songs for a competition ---- choosing one which can showcase my voice the best and show that I'm better than everybody else in the room. But is that really the answer? If being yourself and doing what you like is wrong then what is right? I don't really feel much from losing MYChallenge but it got me thinking of what I was doing wrong. But if what I did wrong is what I wrote up there, then I'll just continue being wrong.

2011-07-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

Is it so hard to say, "Just do your best"??????

You know how hard I forced myself to not storm out of the room just now? Just because you can't do something doesn't mean I can't. You are not me and you do not understand me at all. You think you can stop me just by crushing everything I'm actually interested in. You can't. I know I'll regret for life if I gave in to all your dream-crushing. Yes this might not be realistic. This could be as time wasting as you said, but I know that this is what I want. I'm prepared to go through pain and suffering just to achieve what I want in life.

Life just comes once. Don't try to force me to waste it because I won't.

2011-07-12T03:36:00.000-07:00

I chose to walk the hard way and now I'm feeling it. This year has been mostly downs compared to ups to date. Every time I think I have a performance on hand, something has to happen to stop it from happening. You know what? I'm through with waiting for people to give me the chance. I'm going to make chances for myself. I'm gonna get Mok and record a video which will be going on Youtube under an account we will make for ourselves. I'm really tired of people telling me no, oops I made a mistake, there was no such thing.....blablabla....all crap.

I don't know why it has been so hard when it seems so easy for other people. I'm just fed up and angry. It's time to just let me take the wheel. God, it's my turn now.

All Smiles

2011-06-30T05:20:00.000-07:00

I cried 2 days after I knew the results. Maybe cause on Monday I keep tahan until go home cannot cry. But now I feel much better after I cried it out. I may not get another chance at it but at least I tried. Still got one more competition on a bigger scale. Maybe I have a better chance this time in my own element. =)

2011-06-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

Muahaha....wrote a song....called "LOST"......did it on my piano but i think it sounds better on guitar...so now I'm learning it on the guitar =)

2011-06-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

Thought the holidays were going to be a busy one....turned out that I have too much time....why? Because I can't go for cfn prep =(

First time in 3 years I want to go for prep but can't. I really wanna help out. Now the holiday just feels like I'm trying to find things to do just to fill in the gap left by cfn prep. I miss tying gadgets and practicing for performances. I wanna get tired and sweaty. I want to have so many things. But I can't. This is ridiculous. I get grounded for such a ridiculous reason. I don't see people getting grounded for things that you don't know yet.

Cfn prep....haiz....I just hope that I pass the audition although I messed up the last note badly. At least that would be some consolation and my time could be occupied by something else other than books.

2011-05-22T05:32:00.000-07:00

My mum's going on about the Ivy League thing again. I think she really wants me to get into an Ivy League university. She keeps going on about Cambridge and Oxford. Midyear just finished and she's going on about this again. She talks about how other people's children can do so well and why her own children can't then she talks about scholarships then she challenges me to get into an Ivy League university. I am not so daft to take that challenge. I never say it straight to her face. I will ask a bit then change the topic.

It's irritating. She and my father expect me to become some person who does accounts or business and earn tons of money, wear suits, go to office from 9 to 5 everyday. I don't know whether that's what I want. But I can't convince myself that I can live my life doing another "job". You guys know what that means right? Even if you don't, you could probably guess. This really gets me down. That's probably why I keep listening to emo songs like the new ones on my mixpod. Haiz......

2011-05-21T01:59:00.000-07:00

Noooooo!!!!!!!! How could America kick out Haley Reinhart?????? Now its gonna be a sort of boring country face off for the finale =(

Not that I'm against country singers or country music. Country music can be very beautiful but the thing is, unless you change it up by going country/pop or something, it can become very boring. Look at Scotty, I was so bored by his performances at the start. Luckily he went on to sing more upbeat songs. Actually, I never thought Scotty would make it this far but seeing the history of American Idol, he might actually win unless Lauren Alaina has something she can use to pull Haley's and James Durbin's supporters to her side.

I think America has something against me though. All the contestants of American Idol that I really support always DON'T win. (I don't really want Scotty to win, Lauren is way cuter.)
But, maybe its a good thing too. The winners have not been doing that well after the show. Look at Adam Lambert and Kris Allen.

One thing though, this year's contestants are so much better than last year. Half of last year's contestants played the guitar while singing and that made the show quite boring. I really Siobhan Magnus. She was weird but she could sing and scream. Too bad she got kicked off early. The show got too boring after she left.

Haiz.....lets just wait for the finale. I hope its gonna be better than last year's. Last year's was just pure torture.

2011-04-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

here it is sh.

I really dunno wat to update about actually. So lets talk crap.

Today I ate potato chips in class with teacher staring. She didn't really care. What I actually like about our new teacher is that she can make us do her work, which isn't so hard and irritating, and we can still keep relatively quiet in her class. She seems like she doesn't care about us as long as we do our work. Now that's called skill.

Many friends at Perdana Camp right now. It's raining here. I hope it isn't raining there too, otherwise camp will be no fun. Been there done that.

Got a performance slot for Eco Night. It'll be my first public performance. So I hope I won't mess up. Really looking forward to it. Already thought of what to wear.

Exam in less than a month. I only started touching around. Really have to get down to it if I wanna go for Fellowship Night which btw I decided to go to today. Now I'll have to think about what to wear for that too.

Gotta go. Gonna force myself to study. If I can.

2011-03-31T02:13:00.001-07:00

Okay, this is final. I will not be going for selection. I will not join the marching team.

I know that I toyed with the idea of going for selection tomorrow but now that I seriously think about it. I won't.

First reason. Very simple. I cannot commit to the extent of the others. It would be unfair to the others if I'm allowed to join.

Second reason. Sports Day is just 3 days before the midyear exams. Going for training will really affect my studies. This is the first time I'm actually admitting that scouts can affect my studies. If in the afternoon I go for training, I'd too tired to really listen properly in tuition or study. I know my limits and moreover this time, midyear won't be easy. I didn't do very good in all my science subjects this time and it was only a monthly test. I'm putting myself as a student first this time.

Getting kicked out of the marching team in Form 3 was really pain for me. It wasn't Xia Shuen's fault. I know that the decision was hard. I took it hard at first. I had really put a lot of sweat and energy into training only to be kicked out just days before Sports Day. I got over it and really wanted to join the marching team even more last year but I never thought that I would be so burdened by tuition classes that I would not be able to join. This year is the same. But honestly, one thing that the weeks of marching training did for me was that it improved my marching skills a lot. And I'm grateful for that even if I can't use it again this year or anytime in the future for that matter.

This was really a hard decision to make. I might regret it. But I won't change my mind even if in the future I look back and cry over it.

Not happy but determined,
CYJ

2011-03-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

seriously no confidence......flying solo this time.....no friends to back me up......failed the last time i did that......will i succeed this time??????

Synopsis of What's Supposed to be a Long Post About thee Earthquake in Japan

2011-03-17T01:31:00.000-07:00

oh no.....how could i forget......terrible quake in japan....my heart goes out to victims......i'm praying for them......

2011-03-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

Facebook is super lag nowadays......not that i care....there's nothing much on fb for me to do.

Music theory exam just done few days ago, won't fail but not very happy about it either.

I really don't understand teachers. They know we have holiday homework and they insist on giving more homework to go with it. I'm extremely lazy and I probably won't finish all of it. Especially Physics. That can wait until I have time to cut, paste and copy. Still have accounts homework which was supposed to be spread out over a month. I finished 3 questions which were quite short and I have another 3 long questions and 2 at average length. I tried to do one just now (I planned to do 2) but I just couldn't get the answer. After I looked at the real answer, I didn't understand it, so I didn't finish the question and left it for tonight. So, there goes an hour down the drain. English hol hw, done halfway, left with a summary and an essay. Bm, half done. Maths, just left with all the graphs which I probably won't do unless I suddenly decide to do it. The others are either untouched or I'd done so little it can't be counted as done.

Lazy bones,
CYJ

2011-02-23T02:07:00.000-08:00

YEA!!!!!!!!!!

I WAS BORN THIS WAY BABY!!!!!!!!!

Just one more day of exams left.......tahan!!!!!!!

YiJiun

P.S. Walau-eh....my cbox kena spam by unknown websites....pfffffffft..........

2011-01-29T02:31:00.001-08:00

I'm having that sort of moment when you just look back and think, "What if??"

There are a lot of things I could have done better and then maybe things would have been the way I'd like them to be. Then there are the things I regret doing. Then I remember the good times. Maybe my life isn't so bad. Many have it much worse than me, many better than me.

When life throws you a lemon, make lemonade.

I'm making my lemonade now.

I have awesome friends. And if I'd made different decisions, I wouldn't have you guys. I'm glad I'd changed so much since I was Form 1. Changes are for the better. Life isn't always a failure. I'll remember that, always.

Thank you to all my awesome friends for making my life fruity.

To Kiwi, Orange, Apple, Dragon Fruit, Mangosteen and (i 4got wat fruit u r, the green uniformed one).

From,
banana

2011-01-29T02:26:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is a very important day for someone in my life.

I think most of you know who she is.

She practically grew up together with me and we played together for so long.

It has been 16+ years for me, going to be 17 for her.

I was supposed to celebrate with her and all my relatives tonight but the dinner was called off.

I know some of you don't like her.

I'm not gonna try to convince you to like her.

She is just another normal person.

Happy Birthday Shyh Jin!!!!!!!!!!!

simple life

2011-01-24T01:27:00.000-08:00

Life has become very simple. Look at this:

Mon-Fri:
Morning wake up and go to school.
Come back from school eat lunch and bath.
Go tuition.
Come back from tuition, watch tv, then eat dinner.
After dinner do homework.
After homework, sleep.

Saturday:
Morning varies, sometimes got scouts sometimes I just watch tv.
Afternoon, after lunch, go tuition, after tuition piano.
After piano, go dinner.
Relax. Sleep.

Sunday:
Wake up. Eat breakfast. Watch tv.
Go out for lunch. After lunch, do homework.
Dinner. After dinner, do homework.
After homework, sleep.

Life is too simple. Agreed? Haiz.......

2011-01-19T02:33:00.000-08:00

hav a lot of homework and i'm sure i'm not supposed to be updating my blog rite now...hehe.....

for once in my 4+ years in seafield, pmd was actually useful. especially love yesterday's resume writing and interview skills speaker. he was sooooooo awesome. =)

the songs on my mixpod are all my current favourite song. going to finish alot of add maths homework after this and gonna try to finish at least one karangan. stress stress......stress management is not working rite now.

stress stress
yijiun

p.s. just realised how long i haven't opened my messenger, should do it when i hav time. need to chat online.

2011-01-16T00:48:00.000-08:00

English songs rule, korean songs are all the same, chinese songs are boring, malay songs are worse, indian songs are just crap.

That's all for today. Have to find a unpopular famous celeb. Bye.

2011-01-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

Do you think you are so important that we need to stop and stare at you
Do you think you are so important we have to listen to you
Do you think you are so important the world spins around you
Well, I don't think so!!!!

Face it, you are just another passerby another human
You are no Barack Obama no Princess Diana
Face it, you are so normal people won't spare a look on you
You are just another human,
You are just one of us.

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Hehe.....wondering who I'm talking about???????????

Nobody la actually, this is just the chorus of a song I wrote halfway so don't be scared, I'm not talking about you guys =)

NYR

2010-12-31T05:10:00.000-08:00

Been some time since I made my last new year resolution. I think it was during Form 1. So now, I'm gonna make some since its gonna be my last year in high school next year.

So here they are:
1. Be a better person.
2. Get straight As for SPM (I don't care if it's A- or A+, I just want As, especially for Chinese and Sejarah).
3. Don't do stupid things.
4. Decide on college and don't regret the decision.
5. Keep in touch with all my amazing friends after SPM.
6. Finish all my homework. XP

These are all simple ones but all of them are important to me. Hopefully I will achieve them (excluding no. 6 which I know is unachieveable).

2010-12-23T21:12:00.000-08:00

Yay....Christmas tomorrow!!!!!!!! Merry Christmas to all my friends and whoever reads this blog =)

I probably won't come online for until next year......just maybe...

Next week I'm going to Macau on Monday till Thursday, so don't sms me or call me ya...otherwise you'll waste alot of money ;)

tweet,
YiJiun

P.S. one of my favorite x'mas songs on my mixpod...hope u like it =)

2010-12-16T03:54:00.000-08:00

I have never heard an English ballad which actually sticks in my head ever since Beyonce's Listen..... until now.....Katy Perry's Not Like The Movies. It might not be the best song I've ever heard but its just nice and simple unlike many songs nowadays....there are still other songs like this but those songs didn't stick in my head, this one did. Enjoy, it's on my mixpod =)

The way I write my posts nowadays, I should consider moving to twitter....wait until I get my own computer first....even then, I don't think I'll close down this blog....too many memories =D

GRENADE -- BRUNO MARS

2010-12-14T05:39:00.000-08:00

go watch the mv....honestly...he could get to the girl faster if he wasn't dragging a piano.....

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Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

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great singer....support him....not many successful guy singers in the west who doesn't rap

nursery rhymes!!!! yay!!!!!!

2010-12-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

1 2 3 4 5
once i caught a fish alive
6 7 8 9 10
then i let it go again
why did u let it go?
because it bit my finger so
which finger did it bite?
the little finger on my right

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one little two little three little indians
four little five little six little indians
seven little eight little nine little indians
ten little indian boys

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old macdonald had a farm
ee-ah-ee-ah-oh
and on his farm he had a pig(jun han XP)
ee-ah-ee-ah-oh
oink oink here
oink oink there
oink here oink there
..........(forgot adi XP....)

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mary had a little lamb, little lamb, little lamb
mary had a little lamb its fleece was as white as snow
(i think still got but i dunno)

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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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p.s. i know the last one isn't a nursery rhyme....

2010-11-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

This is not another emo/crazy post to waste your time.

This is a very important post.

This post could change lives.

This post is like the most important thing you might have ever read.

scroll down

THERE

IS

A

WORD

WHICH IS

MILOMETER

See I changed a part of your life, now you know a new word.

A milometer is something you use to measure distance in miles.

=)

Have fun.

iknowiwastedyourtime,
YiJIUN <3

2010-11-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

Think you can change my mind just like that??????

DREAM ON

Hehe...just had to get that out

That's all.

Thx for wasting your time here...hehe

2010-11-23T06:16:00.000-08:00

walau eh...justin bieber??????? I can't believe he won so many awards at the AMAs.

I am sooooooo not a jb fan....his songs are downright irritating....ugh....anyway, his performance ain't that good. The others were a 100 times better. GO RIHANNA.

(watch the charice video on my mixpod.....i looooooooove it)

2010-11-18T06:26:00.000-08:00

Aiyah......LEE SZE HUI AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

All your fault la sze hui....now addicted to 2NE1........................(clap your hands quite nice leh....fire also)

To think there was a time when I was sooooooo against k-pop....first Yuee Huoy and Jun Han got me started on SNSD(Oh and Gee <3). Now Sze Hui got me addicted to 2NE1..................

Clap Your Hands,
Yi Jiun

P.S. I still hate super junior and their song sorry sorry

2010-11-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

As I promised, I'm now updating my blog......

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! woohoo!!! Almost all the papers got leak...so this time punya result a bit(only a tiny weeny bit) fake. I refused to use the leaks for sejarah and in the end I flunked it. I won't fail, but there won't be any As coming from sejarah. So, after that, i put down my ego and used the leaks for physics....(naughty me). I used leaks for Chem and Physics 3 too. That's all. What I can't really get over is that even with leaks, there were still alot of people who didn't want to study. Puh-lease......everything was narrowed down so much...why in the world do you need to bring a piece of paper in???????

happy??
Yi Jiun

P.S. mod maths A+...XP

2010-09-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

Wah....I put on weight. Surprise leh...banyak fats need to burn adi....

Anyway, got accounts project which I'm suppose to pass up after the PMR hols. Everytime I try to do, I always do one tiny bit only, so actually not much done. I'm gonna finish it off by this week 'cos finals might be brought forward, so have to study HARD. I'm not going to lose to Kah Seng again. Lost twice already. I know...I'm KIASU...so what? I don't care....lalalalala

A short post only. Won't waste your precious time reading this. Have to study more. Bio got 2 more chapters have to read by ourselves you know.

confessions

2010-09-04T00:06:00.000-07:00

Okay, it's been a week since Enrollment Day and this post is a bit late. Didn't get a post again. I knew this was coming, but I was still very disappointed.

I wanted to get into the council ever since Form 1. It was really heartbreak when I heard that Chi Ching was the new Treasurer. I almost cried. There were tears in my eyes throughout Enrollment. I knew I wouldn't get a post since I wrote my resume because Chi Ching and I told each other that we wanted the same post. When she told me, I almost changed my mind but I couldn't think of any suitable post so I still pushed on. But not getting a post was okay, I got over it. But it was the things which came after that.

It doesn't help that I'm in the same class as 4 of the councils. I know its common sense to discuss things in class since its so convenient. But it hurts to know that in future, there will be lots of conversations which I can't participate in. And then there are those who ask whether I got a post or not. It's okay if I have to answer just once. But the thing is, once a person asked me and got the answer, another one asks me. Then Kah Seng made a joke and said I became "Assistant Treasurer". Of course I had to clarify.

Oh well, I got over it already. I just have to move on and live my life. Besides, getting a post isn't everything. On the bright side, at least next year I wouldn't be so busy. =)

disappointed =(

2010-06-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

Just got smacked in the face by reality.

Just came back from piano class. I only just realised how close I actually am to the exams. Just seeing other people play made me realise how little effort I put into my practice. I just don't know what got into me this year. At this time last year, I was ahead of the others. This year, I'm totally behind. I'm only 6 weeks away! Seriously disappointed in myself. I really do not think that any effort will give me a distinction this year. I would be lucky if I even get a Merit.

I really haven't been organising my time well enough. I really wasted the first 2 days of the week. Didn't touch the piano at all. Really really nervous and scared right now. There's a possibility that I will actually pull out of the Remaja project. =(

Scared,
Yi Jiun

2010-06-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

I watched one of the worst finals of a singing competition yesterday. I don't even know why I bothered to watch it. The winners gave ONE good performance only. That's all. The other groups were just plain lousy. There was even a group whose members were just so...how to put it lightly....not good-looking that I just couldn't stand the close-up shots....nightmare. If this year's American Idol was bad, this competition is plain rubbish. Worst than last year. And last year was bad. FYI, the competition was 'zhong ji tian tuan'(ultimate power group). I'm honestly extremely disappointed with the performances. I thought finals were supposed to be good? Has those days just disappeared? I'd rather 8tv bring back "Jue Dui Superstar". At least those people could sing.

2010-06-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

Didn't make it for performance this year. So I'm helping out with gadget now.

Practically wasted a few days of my holidays. Planned to finish up some tuition but failed as usual. Too lazy. Hope I can finish it tomorrow.

Just downloaded the "American Idol" album. Really boring. But "Paint It Black" by Siobhan Magnus is good. Go listen to it. Wonder how she screams so well.

Another short post. Bye

2010-06-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

short one. terribly busy this hols so I don't think i'll be able to go out with friends. i'll try my best though. piano practical in august and i'm still not familiar with my songs. Grade 8 leh...very important...cannot fail this. cfn preparations during hols. auditioning for sketch, maybe dance also, haven't decided. and there's homework. tuition ones. so....busy hols...good or bad????

2010-03-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

This blog is totally DEAD...no time to update....

Anyway, how's life? Mine is as boring as usual. Stopped complaining about homework a while back(finally!!!). I know its irritating to listen to me whining about the same thing over and over again.

MCA is finally having new elections. I've been waiting for that to happen ever since Ong Tee Keat and Chua Soi Lek (no offence, but I can't remember their titles) started to 'fight'. Hopefully MCA will become more united after the new elections.

Badminton tomorrow. Can't wait. Haven't been exercising, not that I've been exercising everyday but it's worse than usual. And that's extremely bad. I might get fat (no, I'm not vain).

Anyway, hope you guys have a great time during holidays. I'm gonna change the songs on my mixpod, hope you guys like it.

2010-03-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

exam just habis....sure die liao...all the science subjects all simply do wan....just got my add maths back....the easiest one i got wrong....=( so irritating....bio, pn shanta say she's very disappointed in our class and she'll only give us the paper back when she's ready.....

Anyway, have been watching American Idol. I really think this year's contestants not as good as last year. But I like to watch Siobhan Magnus's performance. Very interesting.

bleh.....short post...no mood write adi...

2010-01-31T00:26:00.001-08:00

so damn busy with homework...i can count with my fingers the times i went on facebook this year...so 'cham'....this is another post complaining about homework...so no point reading la actually...i'm wasting your time...

before i go....BUY THE SCOUTS VALENTINE'S GIFTS AH!!!

new seafield song

2010-01-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

(sing to Empire State of Mind)

You're in Seafield...

the buildings contain you...

the projectors show you...(how to sleep)

2010-01-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

New class. Kah Seng, Hao Bin, Jun Han, Sze Zhen, Shyh Jin, Juin Yi, Ivy and Wen Jing same class. Apparently the first few classes are 7A's and above. Crazy. 130 students got straight As last year. Can fill 4 classes. Haven't found any new friends yet even though the first week has just passed. Damn lot of homework. Don't feel like doing, but I don't want to be the odd one out. I hope that my class this year isn't like last year [I still miss you guys...=(]. I hope that I'm not in the sort of super class. I feel like slacking. I have twice the amount of homework and tuition compared to last year. I wish I can just fail everything. I've become extremely lazy over the holidays. The only thing which I still love is writing (I'm crazy). Too bad my parents expect alot from me. They say that academically I'm the best in the family. Don't know what to make of that. I'm pretty sure that I'm supposed to feel happy, but I don't. It's scary. What if I can't cope in Form 4????

Mum says that I can start dropping tuitions after the results of the first exam comes out. So I'd better do well, otherwise I'll be so damn BUSY.

=((((((

2010-01-09T02:29:00.000-08:00

I'm really hating Form 4 right now. It's so crazy. First, tons of tuition. Second, even more tons of homework. Third, almost no time for cocuriculum. And this is only the first week, there are still tuitions which haven't started. I don't know how I'm gonna survive this year.

I wanna enter the Sidang Redaksi this year, but I didn't see them yesterday, so I'm going to see En Yusdin on Monday. I'll enter either photography or illustration(?) (remember the chibis for the 3C poster for Hari Keluarga, I did it) or maybe just clubs and society. Any suggestions or advice?

2009-12-26T23:34:00.000-08:00

2010 is coming to a close, quite happy right now, 'cos PMR actually got me alot of things.

Flying off to Guangzhou next friday, hope i'll be back in time for school.

2009-12-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

PMR results finally came out. Alot of my friends didn't get A for Chinese. =( I can really understand why they didn't get it, it was quite hard. I only got it out of pure luck.

Anyway, congratz to all my friends. You guys all did your best in the exams and no matter what your results are, you shouldn't feel sad.

Also,

Happy birthday to Danial!!!! You worked very hard to get this amazing birthday present!!

Anyway, tomorrow there's a Christmas party at Natalie's house, 8-11pm. Hope you guys come. =)

All smiles,
YiJiun

P.S. You're only a failure if u fail and can't pick yourself up. There's nothing wrong in failing in anything at all.
(My dad decided to upgrade my phone...YAY!!!! Eat dirt y* j*en)

2009-12-23T05:06:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow take results...
Wish the day came faster, then I don't need to worry anymore.

HOPE EVERYBODY GETS GOOD RESULTS!!

102

2009-12-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

2 more days...whatever la...straight A or not, can't do anything already...

Guitar is out of tune, I'm too lazy to tune today, so I didn't play the guitar today. Not like my playing is very good. It's pure crap honestly. The only song I can actually play smoothly is 'Ode to Joy'.

Anyway, I feel like watching "Alvin and the Chipmunks 2: the Squeakquel" and also "Sherlock Holmes". Watched the trailers for both movies, looked interesting.

Dunno why...I'm addicted to Lady Gaga songs now. But it usually won't last. I remember I was addicted to the song "Fireflies" a month ago, kept listening to it non-stop. Then I got bored of it. But really, Lady Gaga's live performances are cool, try watching it.

gaga,
CYJ

101

2009-12-21T22:57:00.000-08:00

omg....

only

2 days away

=/

nervous,
yi jiun

Hundred

2009-12-21T04:59:00.000-08:00

Now let's see the things happening in my life:

1. Watched "Avatar" in 3D. The 3D looks very nice but the movie was okay only, very predictable.
2. Supposed to draw up an itinerary for my family's Guangzhou trip on the 1st till 3rd of Jan. Have to give my mum tomorrow. Still have no idea about it. I got the job only because my mum said I have nothing to do. I wonder what happened to my sister, I thought she is also having her holidays??!!
3. PMR results out on Christmas Eve. Newspaper say 10a.m. can take from school. Trying to get people to go watch a movie with me after we take our results. I hope everybody gets straight As.

speechless,
CYJ

No. 99

2009-12-18T00:49:00.000-08:00

PMR results coming out on the 24th, Christmas Eve, 4 days earlier than expected. Never knew the government was so hardworking. Now I hope that it comes faster. I can't wait larr....

Anyway, since we're going to take our results, lets go cheer ourselves up(preferably celebrate) by watching a movie at summit after that. 2 movies are coming out on that day, and I really want to watch both of them. But, of course, I can only watch one, so "Sherlock Holmes" it is. Hopefully, more people join me, I don't want to go by myself.

anxious,

yi jiun

time flies....=(

2009-12-14T06:47:00.000-08:00

Time really pasts so damn fast. Suddenly I realized that PMR results are just 2 weeks away and school starts just a week after. I don't want to go back to studying and I really miss my old classmates. Next year everybody is going to different classes and I'll probably end up in a pure science class. Not everybody will choose this, alot of people want to go for sub-science and some want to go for the more business oriented ones. I really hope that even if we don't end up in the same class, we will keep in touch and still hang out with each other.

(btw, anybody wanna go karaoke???)

love this

2009-12-04T07:19:00.001-08:00

Dear Yi Jiun, your Name Numerology is 7 based on below formula :

Y+I+J+I+U+N
7+9+1+9+3+5=34
3+4=7

Below are the analysis result for number 7 :

MYSTIC, will become poetic, prolific and philosophical, will contemplate.

Friendly Numbers: 8, 6, 5
Enemy Numbers: 1, 2, 9
Day: Monday
Color: White
Gem: Cat's Eye
Metal: White Gold
Body Chemistry: Mucus (Kappha)
Karmic Lesson: Practicality
Best Suited Professions: Artists, teachers, journalists, film makers

Compatible numbers for :
- Business: 2, 3, 6, 7
- Marriage: 2, 3, 6, 7
- Romance: 2, 3, 7, 9

2009-12-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

This is gonna be a long one, so if you don't want to read a long post then you'd better stop now.

For some reason, when I was lying in bed yesterday night, I started thinking about my future and everything. I realized that I had no idea of my future after high school. I mean, yes, I'm going to take pure science for my Form 4, but what comes after? Currently, I have no intention of becoming a doctor, honestly, there's more chance of me becoming a janitor, not to say that becoming a janitor is bad. Anyways, just to give myself a way out, I'm going to take an accounting exam, when I don't know, but I'm sure of it. I'm not taking it as an SPM subject, mind.

So what? Whatever I aspire to become is pretty much impossible. I have some interest in science but still, I don't have an inkling of a scientist's life. A bit confused there. At least other people have a goal, I don't. Look at my brother for instance. He might not love to become an accountant but he just jumped right into it. He didn't seem to have had second thoughts. Me? Totally blank. I heard that somebody is going to take actureal(dunno if its the correct spelling) science. But I'm still blank.

People might say that I should just go for whatever I want, but for some reason, I'm blessed with an exceptional maturity for my age. Honestly, I would love to just jump in without thinking of whatever comes next, but the problem is, I do care. If only I came to dream of something more practical and realistic then I wouldn't have his problem right now. Sometimes, I wish that I was born autistic, caught up in my own world, not caring for anything else at all.

But still, everything depends on how my PMR results turn out. If it sucks, then everything I wrote up there can go 'bye-bye'.

headache,
yi jiun

2009-12-01T06:52:00.000-08:00

One month left...
The guitar thing is going smoothly though...
at least i can switch chords without a looooooooong pause in between.
few weeks left before pmr results come out...
but no 'kan cheong'-ness
of course la...if it was tomorrow then i wouldn't be able to sleep
Talking about sleep, i can't seem to sleep properly these few days,
dunno why, i'll be lying on my bed until 2.30a.m. and still don't feel drowsy,
usually i would just wake up and read a book or something,
but now my brother's home...so have to share my room again..
so no late night bouts anymore until next feb =(((

Maybe I should find something else to do
i'm practically rotting
after tv, piano and guitar
i have nothing else to do other than listen to the radio
and they always repeat songs, so nothing exciting
friends went for badminton today, can't go cos no transport AGAIN
i think it has been months since i played badminton
i think my skills are worse than before
and i wasn't any good before this
=(

anyways, if u guys hav any ideas or outings
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE

tell me TQ =)

rotting,
yi jiun
T.T

lousy idea...

2009-11-13T05:54:00.000-08:00

PAPA ROTI
(PARODY OF PAPARAZZI)
Chorus

Baby, I just love it, oh I can't live without it,

Papa, Papa Roti

I just can't believe it, it's so sensational,

Papa, Papa Roti

I will not be fine, until all the roti is all mine

I will go to summit, everyday just for roti

Papa, Papa Roti

disclaimers : this is not an advertisement for Papa Roti and it also does not mean that i like Papa Roti, actually i have never eaten Papa Roti

P.S. this was inspired by Hao Bin after he changed the paparazzi word in the song to papa roti..

I'm not sure if the lyrics match the song though...

no regrets

2009-11-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

Congratz to Xin Er, Shuen Min and Hui Yi!!!! And Yi Shuen, Nicole, Quek, Hui Chien and the 2 Indian girls too (4got their names XP)

Talentime today...practice like crazy yesterday...didn't win anything though. Sang Come Home...dunno if it was good or not, but it was definitely better than the last 2 days. I tell you ah...the judges all no expression wan...i dunno if they were really serious or anything but they are scary...I just dunno why judges must have serious faces...

When I was singing, I made the mistake of actually looking at the judges...Honestly, Pn Viani was the scariest I think...she was wearing her glasses low and staring at me above the glasses with this serious expression....Once I saw it then I just looked somewhere else...I totally didn't look at the third judge at all...FYI, the 1st judge was En Rahim, next, Pn Viani, the third was a Malay teacher...dunno who though...another thing, Beh! what the hell were u doing with ur hand???? You were waving it here and there...I dunno if u guys saw, but i actually smiled when I saw him like that, almost laughed out...

Anyway, no regrets la...even if I didn't win colour pencils or tuppawares...I'm still happy...at least the audience cheered for me leh....quite a few times somemore...but I think I overdid the ooh-ing...sounded terrible....but hey, at least I can sing, even if it's not as good as the others...

Signing off,
CYJ

O.O

2009-10-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hmm...not updating my blog very often am I???

Anyway, I went to this piano recital yesterday at Civic Hall, PJ. It was a duet between two guys, very good performance. I liked the way they coordinated their playing, amazing. Honestly, it is extremely to be able to perform duets at that level, the performers have to have very good chemistry. That's why you don't see many duets like this one. I quite liked the performance, but I prefer the one I went to last year, but one is a duet and the other is a solo performance so I can't really compare. Saw Hang Chi and Jye Sze after the performance. Not much of a surprise though, I sort of expected to see some people I know.

Anyway....bye!! =)

x . x

2009-10-23T05:51:00.000-07:00

I can die already....it's so BORING!!!!! The activities at school aren't that interesting...barely 50 f3's showed up today. Went to help Mr Gan scan things again, ended up going to youtube and playing minesweeper & spider solitaire....XP

When I got home, I had nothing to do at all....somemore the TV showed the Budget 2010 from 4-6.30, some channels until 7.00...so no tv to watch also...terrible...dunno if i should be happy or not. Before this, I had not enough time to do homework...now I have too much free time....I think I should be happy...but too much time is really bad you know....thinking of going to learn the guitar during these few months...dunno whether or no to try learn myself or just go find a teacher...but if I find a teacher...i would have to juggle between my piano and guitar...and I'm supposed to prepare for my theory exam in March....anyway....i hope all the ppl taking exams are doing well...bye for now......

90th

2009-10-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

don't really know what to write..

PMR over, but no confidence in getting 8A's

T.T

anyway,

alot of activities lined up for the form 3s

dunno if i'm gonna join any

to all the form 4s : ALL THE BEST IN UR EXAMS =)

signing off,
me, myself and i

'sui'

2009-09-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

Why in the world did so many things have to happen in TWO days. Btw, the 'sui' up there is the Cantonese word for BAD LUCK!!!!

1st incident :

Most of you guys know that I have Chinese tuition on Saturday, right? So, it was already noon and then I heard a 'BANG' and I thought it was just somebody who dropped a heavy box or something...and then I saw a Myvi just crash into the gates of my house. How ridiculous can it be? The Myvi just crumpled the gates and rolled gracefully into the middle of the road. My mum thought that an idiot driver stepped too hard on the accelerator when he was reversing, I thought somebody did not pull the handbrake. SO...we went out to look at the wreck, turned out I was right. NOBODY was in the Myvi at all. Imagine, Hungry Ghost Festival just passed and a driverless car just crashes into my gates, what would you think? Anyway, the tuns out that the Myvi was my neighbour's, the one opposite my house. So their maid was frantic and panicking. So we had to ask the maid to call her employers home. Then an older maid came out and asked my mum to drive the car to the side of the road as it was blocking traffic. But, my mum couldn't start the car. So we had to push the car to the side of the road with the help of a Bangladeshi who just happened to walk by and offer his help. My neighbour came home and said 'sorry' and said that they will replace our gate. Actually, our gate was like 17 years old...so my mum said no need, then my neighbour said that it was his fault and said that we just split the costs 50-50. SO whatever...my mum agreed and then a guy came over to help us hammer the gate back to its original shape...blah blah blah...nothing interesting...UNTIL....

2nd incident :

Still on Saturday, the gate looked okay after whatever the guy did, but we couldn't open the gate unless we push it. Then, I needed to go for my piano class. So my mum decided to take the Naza Ria, when we got out of the house, my mum decided not to close the gate as it was a hassle, and my piano class was only a minute's drive away from the house. So off we went. When we turned a junction, it was a stretch of road before we got to my teacher's house. So my mum tried to pick up speed. Then, when we just turned(it was two bungalows distance away from the junction we just turned out from), a ca just popped out from nowhere, the driver saw us coming his way, and just stopped in the middle of the road, we couldn't brake in time, so 'BANG' again. And that s***** driver came out and scolded my mum for speeding. I could have scolded him then and there had I not been shaken by the fact that I just experience my first car accident in my whole life. He was the one who shooted out without looking first. IDIOT.

3rd incident:

This happened on Sunday. My father decided to bring us to make our passports at Shah Alam and decided to drive the Naza(which was involved in the accident) because the last time he had to report a car accident he had to go to the Shah Alam police station. So off we went. We were just a U-turn away from the car park when one of the tyres just went flat. FLAT!!! So my mum called AAM. They said they needed an hour. So we decided to change the tyre by ourselves. And we managed to do it for the 1st time in our lives, all before the AAM guys came. So my mum called AAM again to say that we didn't need them already.

4th incident:

Also on Sunday just after the tyre incident. We got to the carpark and went to the Immigration office. The stupid part was, all sorts of government offices were all packed into a ridiculously long corridor and the Immigration one was at the end. Nevermind. The worst part was, when we walked all the way through the corridor and got to the office, a man was standing outside telling people that the office WASN'T OPEN!!!!

This is so ridiculous, terrible, horrible and most of all VEGETABLE. At least we found a restaurant at Taipan which serves the best German Pork Knuckle I've ever tasted. Its called Stargrill. Go try it. It's near Pizza Hut which is just across the road from McD.

The Chinese say, "huo bu dan xing, fu wu shuang zhi", which my translation into English is, "bad luck has a lot of 'wives', but good things never marry", interpret yourselves, its not that hard.

I think my bad luck has finished...hopefully, nobody could possibly be so unlucky....right?

Ridiculous

2009-08-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

I bet everybody knows about the Black-Eyed Peas concert. Isn't it just ridiculous to ban Muslims from going to the concert just because a beer company is holding it? When they came to Malaysia before this, Muslims had always went to their concerts, so why the exception this year? All can be described with one word :

RIDICULOUS

Prepare to become laughing stock Malaysia...

2009-08-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

Just finished the trials....don't think I did well for Chinese and KH...it's a sure B or maybe even C for Chinese...the part C was so hard...I didn't know what in the world it was talking about...hopefully I didn't flunk KH until I get a B...

ANYWAY

I don't think that I need any crash course for any subject other than Chinese...my essays are going down the drain...

So now....I don't really have any plans...so if anybody wants to go out....send me an sms or give me a call...pity pity please.....

2009-08-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

Here this blog lies dead

til' the day its owner has time to update it

after

the

PMR TRIALS

It's been some time...

2009-07-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog leh...did anybody miss me??XP(perasan) There's quite a few b'days celebraions going on this month. Tomorrow is Jia Yin's b'day and the day after is Jared's b'day. Going to Summit together with Jared, Hao Bin and a few other people to celebrate his b'day and to watch Harry Potter. Anyways, got myself settled down already. Got to start preparing for trial. Alot to study. So don't expect me to update much. But, of course, I'll still be having a lot of fun...XP

T.T

2009-07-05T05:33:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhh....didn't play any table talks.....otherwise Hari Karnival was quite fun....didn't even get wet....

Oh well....it was Sze Zhen's b'day too...Sze Jie got us to go to Taman Herba to celebrate his b'day...such a nice brother...why can't I have one?? yeesh...

I found out I had been abusing my legs the whole day...didn't really sit down until I sat down to take picture with Sze Zhen...didn't want to get up after that..XP btw, I liked Sze Zhen's birthday cake, quite nice, maybe should get one for my b'day next year....hmmm

Well, now that everything's over, I think I should really sit down and start revising, percubaan is only a month away, and I seriously need to make sure my mum won't freak out if I messed up percubaan like I did with midyear...she'll strangle me when I get the midyear results...I think I did quite bad compared to last time...

going green?
Yi Jiun

2009-07-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

Two more days to Hari Karnival...

Mission : To play all Table Talks

XP...stupid? Dunno...But I'll make sure I'll try to play all of it..muahaha...

Btw, Come to the 3C games stall!!! We'll be at the Dewan. You'll get a chance to get RM 300 by paying RM2 and do whatever we ask you to do...it won't be easy, but hey, money doesn't come easy. Our Mini Games will be featuring a Table Talk(yay!!) and a Pick Up the Beannie game. We also have futsal going on at the gelanggang serbaguna, bring your friends and have a good time!! There'll be prizes!!!

Tomorrow scouts, I think we're going to play water, but not sure how we're gonna do it in full-u...

it's a Saturday

2009-06-26T18:08:00.000-07:00

blogging from school.....muahahahaha....so few people came leh....and there's something a lot of people forgot...won't say what....brother coming back from melbourne soon...probably have to quarantine him first...just in case he has swine flu..XP...wondering whether or not to pull everybody to go to red box tonight....

2009-06-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

Didn't study for almost the whole day at school...two teachers didn't come...only Pn Teh and Pn Chung taught...going to go crazy if everyday is this boring......made me miss cfn even more...=( Hari Karnival coming up...getting more and more lame ideas to improve our games stall....(i'm designing the banner)...

ARGH!!!

2009-06-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

Don't feel normal after CFN...now no more rehearsals, no more 'kan cheong'-ness, no more taman herba....miss the dance floor especially....really don't feel like staying in class...I even miss getting scolded and getting fried in the sun....I wish it could come all over again and again and again...never knew preparing for CFN would be so unforgettable....hate normal school life again...as usual.... percubaan only one or two weeks more than a month away......going to go crazy if this carries on....ahhhhhhh!!!!

(By the way, I got my own handphone...the day after I acted out the hp act....XP...not going to off my hp anytime soon...XP)

Lines...

2009-06-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

*Nombor yang anda dial tiada dalam perkhidmatan...*

*toot**toot*

(a few lines later)

"Eh, darling ah...tonight my place ah...7pm..ah..ah..I take you out for romantic MAMAK dinner....ah....miss you..."

Post the 78th

2009-06-13T06:21:00.000-07:00

School's gonna start in 2 days...so fast...didn't even relax finish...tuition teachers keep reminding me how "far" PMR is...very stress...piano practical in August, PMR only around a month after that...don't know how I'm actually coping...don't feel like looking at my books anymore...hate them..

On another note, Campfire Night is just a week away, can't wait, been going for practice everyday, but I don't really practice, the hp act's script was only finalized today...Father's Day tomorrow...didn't really plan how to celebrate...doing last minute "preparations"...

Froggy's upset =(

2009-06-11T06:20:00.001-07:00

So fast holidays going to finish already....still got a lot of homework to do...finally going to watch movie tomorrow...*yay*Saw a really nice belt at Summit which goes well with my pirate costume...but don't know if I should buy it...handphone act still not approved...so don't know if we're going to use the script...haiz...Campfire Nite is next week leh...very 'kan cheong'...PMR only 4 months away...haiz...

*sigh*

2009-06-09T07:14:00.000-07:00

Acting as pirate in handphone act, now need a costume...don't know where to find one at all...how???

2009-06-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

A problem? Mum says no going scouts next week. So how? Already told Xia Shuen I'll skip today only...

2009-06-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

Didn't go school today, had tuition, couldn't go for badminton either, so I just lazed around at home...BYE

Supposed to be a Thursay post...

2009-06-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

Everybody passed the auditions...so I got in too...so not going pyramid lo...

The auditions were a bit weird for me because I acted a character meant for girls(don't laugh!!!). I made it a bit evil..XP Got the seniors going,"Oh my God!Oh my God!" And I went in TWICE as the same character because we were supposed to go in as groups of 3 and there were only 5 guys, so I did the auditions twice.

Then they asked us to choreograph a fight scene...so obviously I had to do it twice also. The one with Timothy and Yu Bin was very lame because we didn't really choreograph it but the one with Kah Seng and Samuel was quite interesting because they really planned out their steps but since I didn't really have time to prepare with them so they just "killed" me off halfway through.

After the auditions, I didn't really have anything to do so I went over to the Security side to see what they were doing. Helped the juniors a little bit with their knots since they were learning how to do the Usaha knots. Then Eugene wanted to see the sketch people to explain about the storyline. Then I didn't have much to do again. So I just sat around and chatted. Went home a little bit earlier so I could go to Swensen's(their ice-cream is very nice, just it's expensive, so I don't go there often, more like once in a blue moon) with my mum and sister.

Yi Jiun a.k.a Frog

2009-06-03T04:52:00.000-07:00

How ah??????????????

Pass audition, no pyramid outing......fail audition, got pyramid outing but back to security......

Somebody HELP!!!!

This is really bugging me....I really want to go out with my friends, but I also want to pass the auditions....if only I didn't need to go for tuition on Friday...

(Little froggy bored till boardy)

Bored and having headache,
Frog

2009-06-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

Boring leh......can't even go for badminton this friday...T.T...Wanted to finish the 'novel' questions today...only finished 2, 3rd one half done only...seems I'm just too lazy...(yay!)

Pretty sure by now that I sucked during the exams...got a new wallet and bag, finally! My old wallet was like gonna to fall apart anytime. Used for like 5 years already...my bag turned 8 years old...so time to change already...

Haiz...for some reason, PMR feels so near...don't want to go through the exam frenzy again...like last time UPSR...so 'kan cheong' for nothing. Hating the government for limiting the SPM subjects...now my mum says next time don't need take EST, take Chinese.haiz.....

Now don't know how I' gonna relax this hol...there's nothing to do other than homework...

Bored,
Yi Jiun

2009-05-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

Oh no! My schedule for the holidays is gonna start tomorrow! (like I will follow it..XP)

Going to relax to fullest this holiday. If can, no books. Just finish homework, that's it. No studying, for some reason everybody thinks I'm gonna study this hols. No way!

2009-05-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

Went to school today. It was actually okay, not as boring as I would have thought. For some reason, a friend and I decided to give a performance next year. We also said to go for any singing competition if there are any at the end of the year. XP

Finally got Adam Lambert's version of No Boundaries. For me, it's much better than Kris Allen's version. Trying to get Mad World too. Not say bad about Kris but I think his singing is ordinary.(no offence)

Homework! Pn Khairiah gave too much homework! Don't plan to finish all of it though. Relaxing for now...bye!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2009-05-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!

Extremely happy,

but I don't think I did very well,

got my Sejarah marks today and it wasn't very good,

48/60

Maths was quite good compared to last time,

Geografi,

so-so, 50/60

I want to go to Sunway Pyramid, but there is CFN preparations going on,

only can skip one day if I pass the auditions,

so I can only wait for next Thursday...

Don't want to go tomorrow,

Teacher's Day celebrations,

got forced by Pn Sophia to go...

disrupted all my plans...

haiz..

Its not like I am performing...

Exception

2009-05-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

Got robbed!!!!

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

Terrible!!!!

So scary!!

Some more make me miss my favorite TV show!!!XP

Idiots!

Want money go earn la!! Why do you need to rob people?

@#$%&
(better not type it out)

Wasted one whole day to sort out the whole problem!

More days to come..

Some more took my IC..

Nothing better to do is it?

Angry,
Irritated,
Still partly scared,
and not sure how I will do tomorrow,
The Victim

P.S. Hands damn pain...dunno how to tie properly wan ah? need me to teach or not? simply tie..now hands and legs so pain...

2009-05-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOG IS DEAD FROM NOW ONWARDS UNTIL THE EXAMS ARE OVER.

Camp

2009-05-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hebat wei!!!!!

Camp was damn cool! Loved the jungle trekking the most. I think I got over my phobia of heights for now. But it usually comes back within days. At least I didn't chicken out of hte abseiling & repelling. I was so scared up there. I had to ask the guy to help me move my legs on to the board...XP

Jungle trekking was challenging. We had to climb up this slope which was almost 80 degrees. But we didn't see any animals other than the bugs. Supposed to go for flying fox but it was cancelled because there was not enough time. And I was already across the suspended bridge. But it was better the second time walking across.

'Rakit' was cool and funny. Our raft was fine. On my turn. The second round, 2 'tong's came off and the 5 people, namely Guo Zhi, Eugene, Timothy, Taemi and Geng Kee, all got wet because they got fed up when they were going to reach the ground and all of them sort of went into the lake. The raft was emerged in water anyway so everybody got wet in a way.

Found a scorpion in my tent on the third day. It wasn't actually me who found it. But when I was going back to tent to take a sweet I dropped I heard Kah Seng scream. When I got there, I saw this black scorpion you usually see in movies and pictures. Scared the daylights out of me. To think that I was actually sleeping with a scorpion for one whole night. Lucky it was trapped under the ground sheet and npbody was sleeping on top of it since we were scared of the side which was facing the slope. Our fears were valid.

Food at the camp was quite good, better than anything I expected. Loved MK. Funny rollcalls and sketches made the night. Not to mention all the jokes we made. Hopefully I passed my bandage test. I didn't know 3 of the 'balutan' to tell the truth. That was why I asked if Xia Shin wanted to go first so I could see how she tied the 'balutan'. I think I barely passed. Don't even think there were any A's.

Anybody care to send me the pictures took during the camp? I really want it. Here's my email address : chanyijiun@hotmail.com